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just another pretty face in a room full of whores
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2005.02.01 11.17
"She's too cool for her own good."
I haven't slept in 3 days. {{twitch}}
I can't do this. I hate being at the library. I swear.. people are watching me.
Then again maybe not.
I was driving around getting high last night and when "Jesse's Girl" came on the radio I just started to cry. See, before it was cool and on the radio, we turned them corners on the north end with the 80's up.
ohhh..emotions.
There is this huge bump on the back of my head that feels like it's going to turn into an aneurysm.
fuuck.
this.
Either way.. I need a cigarette.
Much love.
Mood:  howyousmokesogooood
Music: SHH It's a library
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2005.01.23 20.32
I'm so pimp it's ridiculous. I got tinted on my windows-I'm inconspicuous.
Where do I go when I disappear for days/weeks at a time...?
I don't even know.
everyone on the D.L..: Still no decision. made yet.
"You know Desiree, it's not all about sex."
"I know. There's drugs and rock n roll too."
poor neglected el-gay.♥
OMGgggg. I'm going back to New Orleans on friday and I just can't explain.. how non-depressed that makes me feel.
&What the fuck did I used to talk/type about? I don't have a life anymore. I have all the freedom I ever wanted and nothing to do with it. haha. Or maybe I'm wrong. Nothing is good enough anymore.
Damn. Keep the spray paint *away* from me when I'm drunk.
I think it's cute that Nikki and I both have really pretty boyfriends with the same name and way good hair.
"The cutest thing happened when we were all fucked on meth.. He puts his arms around me and prayed.. he prayed for us. To God." -isn't that sweet?
I love everyone I saw on friday. "drink drank punk@!!@ wooh I'm Desireeeee and aristocat..er.. aristo<s>crap</s>crat vodka just became my new b.f.!!!"
Except when I threw up I was wearing my Dior shades and.. they are permanently puke splattered. wiggity wack wyatt.
Alligator Food!!!!!!!!!!
Mood:  uppers..downers.
Music: The Makers-"Lover, Lover"
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2004.10.26 22.42
Surprise, it's Easter.
"I'm going to be a whore for Halloween. That won't take much effort."
C4Sensei: why are you ignoring me!?!?!?!?!?!
pink x grease: Im nooottt
pink x grease: I'm trying to update my lj so the whole world can feel my pain.
pink x grease: but it wont work..
pink x grease: ..because I have nothing to say to it.
My room got drug raided today.
--They didn't find anything though... woa ho ho I'm smarter than the average bear.--
{{dude..wtf.. fa serious.}}
So, let's all not go to the 'Hob Gob'.
I get my *very* own Halloween party.. just for me.. way exclusive.
no joke.
Let's get jealous. now.
Mood:  ragh
Music: Erase Errata-"Let's Be Active[club hott]"
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2004.10.21 21.07
(Public Service Announcement)
This is all I have to say:
isn't that..creepy..?
This man, however, is too cool . I mean, he loves his cat. He loves it enough to pay $1,500 for it to be temporarily painted to match his 'heterosexual' shirt.
This is just as creepy, but it's way cute..haha I eat yogurt off of the same spoon as my cat! But he's so pretty.
Yes, I thought it was necessary for everyone to know all of that.
{{I slept for 16 hours today.}}
**EDIT**
I am NEVER changing my LJ Layout again.
it reached a certain level of perfection today.
Mood:  Anemic.
Music: Talking Heads-"There She Goes"
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2004.10.18 23.33
"fAt slutZ 4 lYfe gAngsta!!!1 love mAh bitchez!!1"-hah. not cute.
There has been broken glass in my most frequently used purse for the past week.
But that's just the kind of person I am..yeah, not doing anything about that one.
On the way out of Hollister today, the beepy alarm thing went off. Coincidentally, it was the first time I've ever gone in there and not shoplifted.
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...yay.
Mood:  headache.
Music: Deerhoof-"Rainbow Silhouette"
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2004.10.11 12.30
Liquor in the front, poker in the back.
Alright.
- I was about 5 inches away from the 40 ft. speakers at the ministry show. But wow.. even if I go permanently deaf within the next 3 years it was.. like woah.
- STL is better than springfield. duh.
- I have remained steadily fucked up for the past four days. . Much to the dismay of.. ******
- Sitting on the stairs of an old school-house-turned band practice area getting 'high' and being awesome *** things in **********.. I finally had time to think.
That was the good part. The bad part is everything else.. heh heh
sammyjoz911: what
sammyjoz911: the
sammyjoz911: fuck
pink x grease: I KNOW
pink x grease: It's like.. whatever guys. have fun!
{{censored. because I care.}}
***********: he rather have had sex w/ her..over being with you?
***************: you cant assume logic out of a girl
pink x grease: Im not really mad. I think it's so funny.
***********: like, i remember when he hated her
pink x grease: haha me too!
*********:does nikki just fuck everyone now, i mean...damn
and THAT is the general consensus!
Mood:  ta-da
Music: The Crack-"Everybody's Dreaming"
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2004.10.06 18.41
Crystal Tea Pimp Glass
So I'm in the UIS library..
however, I can not even come *here* without being on some sort of mood altering substance.
Hah. I have this 12 page project due tomorrow.. But it doesn't matter because I get to see Ministry. [and..you don't] But those two things have nothing to do with eachother.
gawd I'm so paranoid people are like 2 inches away...
ahhhhhhhhhh!
Mood: reowr.
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2004.10.02 16.28
Drive your love until the gas runs out.
I spent six hours on the couch today (not counting the 5 hours I spent sleeping on it.) I stared at the TV but I couldn't even watch it.
I don't even know what to do anymore.
hah.
I got a new phone though. 620-0674.
Personally, unlike everyone else, I don't give a fuck if you call me. I like sitting alone in this cold bass*ment. Doing nothing except decaying from the inside out.
I need a hobby.
I have the worst mixed-media drug hangover.
....
I want to put on makeup now. And force myself into the.. 'world'.
Did I mention I hate it here?
Mood:  glazed confections.
Music: The Rapture-"Jealous Lovers"
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2004.09.23 21.00
Prince is such a diva.
- All of my technical difficulties have been fixed, so leave your friends page and look at its coolness.
If only my 3 hours wasted on html could have been used on homework... hah. right.
My adoptive family's 4 year old son, Nathan, wrote a letter to el presidente`. haha omfgz:
George Bush-
please help the earth. if you dont then all the people will die. even you. cause anyone can kill you cause 1 person can be stronger than you and if you dont beat him up then you will be dead.
from, nathan
aw. Kids say the darndest things. Which reminds me, what if a kid went on that show and called Bill Cosby a nigger? Wouldn't that suck?
Mood:  SO tired..
Music: Sugarhill Gang-"8th Wonder"
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2004.09.19 22.43
"We can't dance to the music." "I know, because it's not there."
I saw father figure tonight. He didn't even look at me.
I cried, which is dumb, because I hate him and I hope he falls off a cliff.
In other news, I went shopping.. and it felt so good.
It's almost reason for concern that new pink kitten heels can replace the love of a father..
Oh well. I have more algebra deuce to do. and I'm going insane.
BUT! St. Louis in two weeks!! I'm excited like woah.
Mood:  bah.
Music: Fun Boy Three-"Our Lips are Sealed"
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2004.09.15 19.02
Cornbread's baby's mama
A Spoonful Of Heroin Day!
You are a terrible children's book author. You write stories about hard luck children who turn to prostitution and break-ins for money, and all of the characters in your stories are promiscuous teens who have AIDS but don't know it. No one will ever publish you. You will be investigated by the police briefly when you visit a teen chat room for research, but no one will ever prosecute. You'll give up writing in 2009.
Happy A Spoonful Of Heroin Day!
I did another piercing today... I so rule the underage/unlicensed piercer world.
I want to have a 'tea party' on saturday.. I think I'm going to. Whilst babysitting again, because, yes, I'm responsible.
My newest obsession:
 Oh my god! Don't you just want to eat her!
Mood:  <3 woo! ooh!
Music: Propellerheads-"Velvet Pants"
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